Full Moon on 17.9.97 @ 23 Pisces 56’

Total eclipse of this Pisces moon, so for a few critical minutes, you’re going to be even more in the dark than usual. Ultimate deep pan mushroom pizza with coke & garlic bread time. Your guilt, shame & body loathing will reach a peak of anguish at this point in the cycle. Dirty little sinners, who’s going to save you? Flagellation, scouring, purging, etc, were all recommended treatment modalities for the terminal condition of humanness, as your ancestors well knew. What you have to work out is are they still appropriate or are you going to remove their default setting. Meaning that if you don’t make new choices then these old unconscious programs you inherited at birth will keep on running. A Pisces moon is conducive to surrender or transcendence. If you surrender to the beliefs of your ancestors then you’re in deep shit. So you don’t want to be in a physical body, with all it’s mortal plumbing embarrassed by its gurgling & belching. Now’s the time to remind you about your contract. Oh! How convenient for you to suffer from amnesia right now. You just can’t cope? Mummy & Daddy abandoned you at birth? What other excuses have you got? Fearful & trembling - well that’s more real. The uroboric serpent is rearing her head in your dreams! Something terrible is about to happen. Your ‘castration’ wound is about to show up in the images of your separation from the Great Mother who birthed you. It's tough titties’ when you don’t believe that the cosmos will succour you. Don’t be reasonable or rational about all this, that’s not how the psyche works. Last Quarter on 23.9.97 @ 0 Cancer 33’ What has been so impersonal now needs to be concretised on a personal level. All that went before was archetypal - & you thought it was about you! No, no, it’s just the props & screens of the big stage, planet Earth. When you came on board, you weren’t told that the script would be easily understandable. If all the clues were right up your nose, then it’s not much of a game. So now’s the time to put your feet up, get a warm drink & crystallise your personal experience. It would be good to share it with someone you feel really safe with. The difficulty in conversing outside cultural norms is the fear that no-one will understand you, or worse, that they’ll condemn you. Well, that is a real risk. The images that appear in your internal movie theatre can be hard to view or understand. The best you can do is trust that they are significant & meaningful, even if you don’t get it at the time. So dream on you spirit weavers & trust that all your stuff has a place in this lifetime for you. Or you can let the fearful control freaks negate your experience just because it hasn’t been validated in some holy book. By the way, Holy Book, favourite at 3/4 on, fell at the third fence & had to be destroyed. Hallelujah!